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The Old About Me

My name is Visakan Veerasamy. I am a Singaporean, born and bred. I am proud of my country despite its shortcomings. I believe

from the horse’s mouth

Well, personally, I would just be straightforward with it. Like how Visa has been to me, and vice versa. It’s a good wak

a person is a system is a science is a mind is a language is a city is an organism is art

/bow

On faith.

Before anything else I think it’s important to begin by discussing faith. We are all creatures of faith, whether we real

I like to convince myself that it doesn’t matter

but I know it does. Because I admired you then, and though I realise that I was obsessed with what you stood for to me, and th

infinite

we live for the moments that we are alive, we long for the moments that last forever, transcending the mortality of our lips,

so many of you have the same fucking problems

it’s ridiculous, you’re intelligent people, you can and should know better and learn to find solutions! STOP COMPA

dream

Garage, dirty tie… blame on the garage.. relatives? I think my brother in law- asked me to check out his garage- at whic

Promise me something.

This 2011, promise me that you’ll pursue something that excites you. Do something that makes you want to wake up in the morn

my cab fare home came to $11.60 today. I had $15, and told the cab driver to keep the change- he’d been telling me about

instructional

seize her little hand and never let go, carve her out a heart and shield her bones, live her a life lest it dares to unfold, s

stripped

How do you describe the act of personal growth? Did I simply “experience” it, as if it were a passing emotion? Did

I’m actually beginning to feel like I might not need this place at all, that it’s become a sort of dead space that

losing friends

You know what’s strange and interesting? To observe a person who had once let you in, but now shuts you out. Don’t

aiyoh

you fucking shameless blackmailing cunts, WHY am I obligated to do this for you?! aiyoh. never mind. suck thumb. do only. tsk.

finally

After almost 3 years, I am proud to say that I am finally well and truly over it/her/that! Feels so good. 😀

I am so sexually frustrated it’s really not even funny any more.

I still fuck up all the time

I’m not sure if there’s any difference in the amount of times I’m fucking up, or with the severity of these

I have some questions for you.

Are you physically fit? Healthy? Are your eyes, teeth, heart, back, knees, ears in good shape? How would it feel if you lost t

fuck you! (ooo,ooo,ooo!)

I used to be really ignorant, arrogant, narcissistic, self-absorbed and insensitive. You guys know this better than I do. Then

kimmy & fran

get tumblrs lah both of you! it’s like livejournal but better. >_> but i’ll still post here from time to time

moving on

I never really got very comfortable with livejournal, so i’ve moved on- visaisahero.wordpress.com for my more journalist

for you

I post this here because I don’t want to make a big scene about it, and because I think you read this. Don’t talk

Wouldn’t it be nice if

Everybody who read anybody else’s blog were obligated and/or compelled to leave some form of acknowledgement? I imagine

MOAR

check out my kickass wealth of knowledge

look at that badass motherfucker

what do you choose?

I choose to fight, to live, to love. I choose to think, to cherish, to learn. I choose to try, to fail, to try again. I choose

perfectionism

I try to maintain my composure, but I’m really becoming a much more volatile, angry person on the inside. Be responsible

dear visa

We need to talk! 😀 It’s think-out-loud time. Balance, effectively, the right-now and the big picture. Ignore neither,

this fire burns

“Let China sleep, for when she wakes, she will shake the world.”– Napoleon Bonaparte I’ve been ‘

I promise you

I will blow your mind.

hey

Please, Visa, find the strength, fortitude and discipline to do yourself justice. Just keep going. Just keep going. Just keep

addicted

it’s becoming painfully clear to me that I can’t quite live, or experience life on a plane that I was accustomed t

questions?

Ask me questions and I will answer them! http://www.formspring.me/visaisahero!

to be is to be perceived

My dear friends; as you all know i am an ignoramus who doesn’t realise whenever I step on people’s toes or piss th

xx

I will not be broken.

hmm

It seems like every guy thinks that he’s the best seducer because he reads Neil Strauss or the best poker player because

NS TIME!

i won’t be posting much for some time, I imagine! Going Tekong later to serve NS! \m/

x13: cockroach.

There used to be a cockroach that always came into this room. I’d always put my feet up on something because cockroaches

x12: you can’t be too careful anymore

Tick tock tick tock. I’m listening to All We Know Is Falling again after almost two years, maybe. I remember when I used

x11

my body is on fire and i love it. i haven’t felt this physically in control of myself since… sec 3? since I was fi

x03: with myself.

I’m frustrated, but not really. I’m a little bit disgusted, although I shouldn’t be. It’s getting hard

x02

i’m waking up so late everyday! i have got to put a stop to this. on the bright side, i’ve been working out fairly

x01

I won pretty decently at the poker game, which had serious players who play more than I do. I don’t want to get too cock

gossip girl

i want to marathon all of gossip girl!! 8 episodes in already. 😀 poker tomorrow i hope i don’t lose terribly. it̵

paved with good intentions (colin & yen)

The following essay was written for Singaporeans Exposed: Navigating the Ins and Outs of Globalisation (published to commemora

FASS essay

(FASS) I am a passionate individual with a relentlessly inquisitive nature & a wide range of interests. I assert that the

Uni Admissions

IS STRESSING ME OUT! LOL

Going 100% friends-locked!

you’d never have expected that from me now, would you?

the songwriting bug has struck again

i hope it bodes well!

A Level results today!

wish me luck! if I had to grade myself, I’d give me ABD/BA (history, econs, maths, literature and GP in that order). My

nyjc

I always have some trouble getting things started because I never really know where to begin. Do you start right at the beginn

pre-enlistee drama

I haven’t even enlisted and my NS so drama already. I went for my medical check up at MCC at CMPB in July 2009; the MO s

it’s not too late

We should have been up there. I refuse to believe that we’re just going to let it slide. I will not give up, even if it

morare

3/2/4/1/0/2/4/1/3 yes I smoked three sticks =\ i haven’t eaten all day. i’m going to do some pushups situps bla bl

can lah

I did smoke one last night, so it’s 3 4 1 0 2 4 1 … almost like canadian pizza. gym tomorrow! been delaying cuz of

fell off the wagon but pursuing it intently

fell off the wagon yesterday when I met my friends, and ended up smoking 4 sticks altogether. Normally this is the point where

a little setback…

2 sticks today; bummed from others. I’m not going to be too harsh on myself, the trend is still fairly positive and I

still going strong

my appetite is increasing, which is a great side effect because i’m trying to gain weight at the same time. couldn’

bed

been lying in bed all day today- seriously from like 5 am to 9pm was thinking about all kinds of different things, i can’

day 2

got my pay today! $330. I treated myself to a venti java chip frap, and intend to get a hair cut. managed to go through most o

vices!

just for fun, i’m going to quit masturbating (cold turkey) and see if there are any positive physiological implications.

so skinny right now

lolol i look anorexic how to be sexy like that

so goddamn tired

uughhhhzzzz

the arc and the tower

Here’s an analogy for you. Imagine a beautiful arc of stones, held in place by the relationship between the individual c

content page

I swear that I will at least write something every single day from now on. I need to cultivate the habit to prove to myself th

updates memoirs

So as I mentioned earlier, as an ENTP my inferior function is my introverted sensing (Si).I’m bad at learning from past

more mbti goodness

I’ve been thinking lately, and I haven’t been writing all that much. That’s strange, because often, like rig

I tend to have a lot of thoughts at the same time. I try to comment on as many people’s livejournals and blogs as I can,

memories

man this limbo-purgatory i’m in really blows; i need to stop trying to do something about it and do something about it

2009

1. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before? I traveled overseas with my friends! It was only a chartered to

on clubbing.

I’ve been in clubs before, but mostly to watch or play live music. I first caught Ronin when they played at Zouk. I̵