fell off the wagon yesterday when I met my friends, and ended up smoking 4 sticks altogether.

Normally this is the point where I give up and succumb to the tobacco demon and buy a pack for myself.

Not this time, evil tobacco demon. Not this time.

cigarettes over the last few days:

3
4
1
0 (awesome!)
2
4 (damnit!)

– 0 today, and it’s going to stay that way!

Also, I’ve been eating a lot more and I’m starting to feel some of the mass come back, though I can still feel the bones of my ribs and shoulders too easily…