How do you describe the act of personal growth? Did I simply “experience” it, as if it were a passing emotion? Did I “engineer” it, as if I designed it?

I’ve spent the past 20 weeks living my life with a heightened level of focus, introspection, reflection, all of those things.

I don’t know how to describe just how amazing my life is right now.

Nothing’s changed except the way I see myself, the world and the relationship between us, the way I act, the way I feel about all those things.

So everything’s changed. But it remains the same. It’s clearer, more in focus, cleaner, more elegant, beautiful…

I… don’t know how to describe it. I should try. I will try.