haha cause sometimes I forget the real reason why I am going to an university and getting an education. ~sidetrack; I believe it’s part of my bildung: soul up building ~. And idk its like when you get engrossed /immersed in something (the means to your end), somewhere, somehow in the midst of all that “means”, you forget the “ends”/purpose. For example, I like talking to ppl and hearing their thoughts and then taking their pieces of philosophies after assessing their values and then…

sometimes I feel like I don’t gain much substance from the conversations and then, when I read your blog, I sort of am reminded that conversations are ultimately enriching and beneficial when I reflect on the convo and for that I am grateful that there are people like you who are intensely and spiritually enriching. OK haha I am not making much sense, but thanks anyway for sharing ur thoughts :>