i’m sick, and that sucks, because:

– i snapped at my girlfriend on the phone and felt terrible about it, especially since i’m too sick to go out with her

– my throat hurts and i don’t know how i’m going to sing this saturday

– my ring finger on my left hand has a chipped nail that caused the flesh around the tips to swell and hurt, or in other words, my bass playing is going to suffer too

– my head hurts from the last jam which was so noisy and messy and unproductive

– i haven’t been able to meet people to pass them their tickets

– i haven’t been productive in any sense of the word

– i’m losing weight again and I can’t quite afford to

=(