{"id":9856,"date":"2010-06-16T06:22:00","date_gmt":"2010-06-16T06:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/2010\/06\/16\/is-anybody-out-there\/"},"modified":"2022-04-10T16:04:29","modified_gmt":"2022-04-10T16:04:29","slug":"is-anybody-out-there","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/2010\/06\/16\/is-anybody-out-there\/","title":{"rendered":"is anybody out there"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It would usually be accurate if you described me as &#8220;the guy who always has something to say&#8221;. <\/p>\n<p>Right now, though, I have no words.I have learnt more than I ever imagined I would. But I cannot articulate it- the only thing I CAN say is that it would be counter-productive and redundant for me to say it. I&#8217;m wondering now if saying that in itself was necessary at all. We&#8217;ll cut that short here.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I should talk about what&#8217;s going on. I recently managed a crisis that I don&#8217;t think I should talk about in detail- but it taught me, again, more than I have ever learnt before. It gave me power. I gave me power. It was delicious. Glorious. Unimaginable.<\/p>\n<p>I am a work in progress. A friend of mine likes to quote someone who once said something like &#8220;The end should always be in sight, and the end should never be final.&#8221; That&#8217;s pretty much what I am going through right now. I&#8217;m not sure when the right time will be to share with you guys what&#8217;s going on.<\/p>\n<p>I think I will know, when the time is right. Or at least, more so than right now. To follow the analogy of the sunlight and the laser beam from my previous post- I&#8217;m now somewhere in between, which isn&#8217;t the prettiest of places. Don&#8217;t worry about me though, I will be alright. In fact, I&#8217;m better than I&#8217;ve ever been.<\/p>\n<p>Take care, and stay strong.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It would usually be accurate if you described me as &#8220;the guy who always has something to say&#8221;. Right now, though, I have no words.I have learnt more than I ever imagined I would. But I cannot articulate it- the only thing I CAN say is that it would be&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[627],"class_list":["post-9856","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-revisit"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5gxNz-2yY","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9856","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9856"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9856\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13412,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9856\/revisions\/13412"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9856"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9856"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9856"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}