{"id":9614,"date":"2009-03-14T17:41:00","date_gmt":"2009-03-14T17:41:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/2009\/03\/14\/im-all-in\/"},"modified":"2009-03-14T17:41:00","modified_gmt":"2009-03-14T17:41:00","slug":"im-all-in","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/2009\/03\/14\/im-all-in\/","title":{"rendered":"i&#8217;m all in"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday I played poker with a new group of more experience players and I got absolutely slaughtered. It was a very humbling experience and made me realize alot of my flaws and weaknesses. I have a sore lack of discipline. I&#8217;m too tight when I&#8217;m down, and too loose when I&#8217;m up. I give up when I shouldn&#8217;t, and yet I dig myself in deeper when I should quit. I worry too much about myself and don&#8217;t pay enough attention to other people. I allow myself to be read and manipulated far easier than I realise.<\/p>\n<p>I love poker not because of the money, but because of how it&#8217;s truly relevant to life. It reveals flaws that you might have not noticed about yourself; because you seldom truly put yourself on the line like you do when playing poker. Game on!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday I played poker with a new group of more experience players and I got absolutely slaughtered. It was a very humbling experience and made me realize alot of my flaws and weaknesses. I have a sore lack of discipline. I&#8217;m too tight when I&#8217;m down, and too loose when&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9614","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5gxNz-2v4","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9614","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9614"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9614\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9614"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9614"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9614"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}