do you move on with a broken past
\nbleed patterns dancing on shattered glass
\nwarm your skin with meaningless lust
\nbask in the confusion and distrust<\/p>\n
if you somehow run fast enough
\nand you want it badly, badly enough
\ndo the walls of the jail that hole up your heart
\nfall apart<\/p>\n
do the memories dance
\nlike moths to a flame
\ndoes your mind rattle and hum
\nwith nicotine in your veins<\/p>\n
fuck you for speaking your mind
\nfuck you for leaving the left behind
\nfuck you for making mistakes
\nand fuck you for the fairytales<\/p>\n
when you have nothing to hold on to
\nbut the words with no weight
\nand your very conscience leaves you
\nfor the bridges burnt in your wake<\/p>\n
hate me- i’m honest
\nlove me- i’m a liar
\ndon’t look for revelations there aren’t any
\ndon’t look for reconcillations there aren’t any<\/p>\n
silly boy<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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