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dec23 very productive day deleting and merging blogposts on \/blog\/, then reading about ulysses<\/p>\n\n\n\n
dec9: earlier, thread about ppl who ask for free books<\/a>. saw some tiktok lives about chinese hindus in yishun<\/a>. 447am. blog\/comfortable<\/a>. threadapalooza thread<\/a> started. published 0851 – return to freestyling<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n dec: met jason recently.<\/p>\n\n\n\n nov2: 553pm. probably have a few minutes before baby wakes up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n nov1: safety rituals thread<\/a> \u2013 make into essay? culture is a set of practices, beliefs…<\/p>\n\n\n\n oct: had been playing red dead<\/p>\n\n\n\n oct26: baby was born on oct 20, was busy in the prep\/buildup to that. might’ve published some stuff but i don’t recall. started qualitystudies.substack.com<\/a>. <\/p>\n\n\n\n sep30: consult client (LI), zizek thread<\/p>\n\n\n\n sep28: chat with dinesh<\/p>\n\n\n\n sep24: whiteboarded a bunch of stuff, thinking of starting a second substack. blog: moved magicbeans \u2192 ref.<\/p>\n\n\n\n sep20: major living room clean, big relief. published archives\/reorient<\/a>, \/think-bigger<\/a>, \/abdication<\/a>, \/mayor<\/p>\n\n\n\n sep14: major gym clean, big relief. published archives\/psychographs<\/a>, archives\/power<\/a>. archives\/gender-stuff\/<\/a>. updated DM heroes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n sep13: tidied drawers somewhat. setup my monitors again after returning from reservist. made some tiktoks recently. reviewing blog \u2013 232 published posts. wrote index thread QT-ing Lim<\/a>. reposted some meta about advice in annoyance at being misunderstood. in the mood for some tidying. maybe write a wordvomit? <\/p>\n\n\n\n sep2: published 0846 gestalt<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n sep1: published… something, idk what lol <\/p>\n\n\n\n aug30: deleted \/yungsnuggie\/, \/quotes\/, \/boredom\/, \/games\/, \/motivation\/, \/precise\/, \/yoga\/, \/sexual-objectification\/, \/naggy-wife\/, \/skinwalkers\/, \/women-want-sex\/, \/womens-perspectives\/, \/fashion\/, \/perception\/ (artists), \/concepts\/, \/poems\/, \/blogging-all-over-again\/, \/why-i-stopped-blogging\/, \/realizations\/, \/misfit\/, \/adulthood\/, \/just-kidding\/, \/authenticity\/, \/scared-men\/, \/information-superhighway\/, \/benevolent-plagues\/, \/glossary\/, \/moral-failing-fallacy\/, \/perspective\/, \/ideas\/, \/chinese-girls\/, \/singapore\/, \/jailworld\/. generally I would say a very productive day of deleting… the point really has been to get me to be more intimately conscious of what my blog has been about, what my writing has been about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug29: tiktoks<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug27: pasir ris beach, visited inlaws, reading hayley interview<\/a>, contemplated rewriting introspect. updated \/losers\/. published archives\/map-of-human-conversation\/. moved some stuff from gdrive to [[substack drafts]] and archives.<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug26: mostly rested? brought some stuff down. watched some mrbeast vids, some uncharted vids, some prison break. ate guzman. answered sari’s questions. <\/p>\n\n\n\n aug25: walk. working on In Other Words. updated some stuff… moved substack draft to archives. help me understand<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug24: salon with the sharpes. yt: in other words<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n aug23: promising idea via made_in_cosmos<\/a> \u2013 coaching for how to be an online public figure. did some house cleanup. salon with the sharpes. how to win friends unrevised (link<\/a>)<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug21: met AdiK, stubbed my toe, watched hitman, fell in the shower, emergency <\/p>\n\n\n\n aug20: slept a little too late the night before. lunch, shower, its 538pm. probably gonna go on a walk. maybe do some roam cleanup. did some reading about zines. pub wordvomit 0843<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n aug19: some minor cleanup. had sudden burst of writing that happened in my roam right before heading to the expo with S. finished uncharted<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug18: met lola, played uncharted<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug17: met annelaure<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug15: watched bowie doc, published wretchedness<\/a>, process<\/a>, done some notes cleanup. spacing out a little. updated \/feral-free-agents\/<\/a>. \/archives\/voltaic\/.<\/p>\n\n\n\n earlier aug: watched guardians3, get back documentary,<\/p>\n\n\n\n aug9: woke up 7am-ish? wrote a thread about haters\/nitpickers, limited kinship<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2731 <\/p>\n\n\n\n jul19: great consult session with C and J of PD<\/p>\n\n\n\n jul18: great call with the FFAs<\/p>\n\n\n\n jul16: wrote so many word vomits!<\/p>\n\n\n\n jul15 thread abt fran cab<\/a>, wordvomit 0833 statusupdate, updated tweet grammar draft<\/a>,<\/p>\n\n\n\n jul 14, cigarette gtd thread<\/a>, forgetting better ways of being thread<\/a>,<\/p>\n\n\n\n jul9, been pretty chill. woke up when wife mentioned some deranged tweets. wrote thread about bets<\/a>, updated \/math\/. published my creative process<\/a>. tidied up roam [[substack drafts]] a little.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2731<\/p>\n\n\n\n jul3, wow i actually kinda took the weekend off, lol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n fri30 \u2013 today I feel like going through my main blog. particularly thinking about how dated visakanv.com\/make-friends\/ feels, though that\u2019s not technically part of my blog\u2026 but it\u2019s the thing that\u2019s linked from my site<\/p>\n\n\n\n thu29, cleaned bedroom, very productive conversation with dinesh (arrived at the idea of the \u2018corrupt secretary\u2019 problem)<\/p>\n\n\n\n wed28. woke from uneasy dream. feeling impulse to write something. 1130am. didn\u2019t get enough sleep but why should that stop me? ok that was bad lol was tired all day. did a great call with Fosters folk and then wrote a good thread about thingification<\/p>\n\n\n\n tue27, rest day. errands. video games.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2731<\/p>\n\n\n\n mon26jun2023, 627pm. first i\u2019ma clean my keyboard. done. 628. I have several things on my mind. a conversation with a mutual yesterday that could be an essay. Another essay about how you can spin up digital spaces for free and the implications of that. but the thing I think I most want to do is to continue where I left off yesterday. so let\u2019s do that. do I want to start a pomodoro? not really, i\u2019ll just play some music. OK Computer let\u2019s go. It\u2019s tempting to continue with yesterdays roam page, but I\u2019m starting a new bullet so it feels fresh. 2 songs in, down to 52 notes. album over, down to 47 notes. break for dinner. 741pm. sat around\u2026 submitted a form for a thing\u2026 now it\u2019s 1010pm. 1034pm, back to work. 1209pm, we\u2019re down to 31 notes. 144am, down to 24 notes, ok i think im gonna go play some horizon fw<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2731<\/p>\n\n\n\n It\u2019s Sunday 25-jun-2023, 835pm. I had dinner, showered, and I\u2019m ready to \u2018start my day\u2019. Realistically I have maybe 4 hours of time, maybe less. What do I want to do with this time? First I\u2019ll take a minute to clean up my computer desktop. Done. That took 4 minutes. Maybe I\u2019ll clear my physical desktop next. Done, that took a few seconds (I just stuffed everything into drawers, which would take longer to clean.) Okay. What\u2019s next? I\u2019d like to write and publish an essay today. But I don\u2019t have a super strong compulsion to right now. What do I feel like doing right now? I see that I have 86 drafts in a folder in my iOS notes app. I\u2019d like to\u2026 go through those drafts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Alright, so I\u2019m going to start a new page on my Roam titled [[voltaic]], and start a main bullet titled iOS drafts 25jun2023, and I\u2019ll start populating it with what\u2019s in the drafts folder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n