{"id":13475,"date":"2023-02-17T11:18:53","date_gmt":"2023-02-17T11:18:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/?p=13475"},"modified":"2023-07-15T14:01:07","modified_gmt":"2023-07-15T14:01:07","slug":"palm-leaf-manuscripts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.visakanv.com\/archives\/2023\/02\/17\/palm-leaf-manuscripts\/","title":{"rendered":"palm leaf manuscripts \/ tweet grammar"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>(2023jul15) Let\u2019s dive right in. I trust that you already know what Twitter is, you know what tweets are, I don\u2019t really want to do a 101 explainer of that stuff.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There are many different people playing many different games on Twitter, that\u2019s a lot of the fun of it. One of the things Twitter has going for it is that, in Internet terms, it\u2019s pretty old. It\u2019s been around since before \u201csocial media\u201d really became a concept. Lots of people be tweeting throwaway thoughts, whatever\u2019s on their mind. Some people take it a little more seriously. I like to think I do both.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>An important thing to note is that <strong>every tweet is framed and contextualized by the feed that it\u2019s being received in<\/strong>. Which is something that the creator doesn\u2019t really have a lot of control over.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In theory, we\u2019re talking about bewilderingly infinite possibilities, since every person could have a completely different feed, by following a completely different set of other accounts. And, in a purely technical sense, sure, it\u2019s very unlikely that multiple people follow the exact same 236 people. But people are quite predictable, and convergent. We cluster. We want to watch what our friends are watching, we want to talk about what our friends are talking about. And so we have things like \u201cthe main character of the day\u201d, that \u201ceveryone is talking about\u201d. At the time of writing, the most recent discernable main character event was Jonah Hill\u2019s texts to his ex, and discourse around boundaries and abusive\/controlling behavior. I don\u2019t want to get into that, I just want to make a quick note to point out the convergent nature of a lot of Twitter. People see an opportunity to talk about what other people are talking about.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Could make a separate point here about the power and value of focusing on what you want to see more of. There is a strength to knowing what your talking points are, knowing what sort of discourse you want to participate in, how you want to contribute, who you want to hear from. \u201cTweet for the audience you want, not the audience you have,\u201d was a bit of advice that I gave myself a few years ago, that I think has really paid off in a myriad of ways, and helped me stave off of the worst of the problem of <a target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/gurwinder.substack.com\/p\/the-perils-of-audience-capture\">Audience Capture<\/a>. As with many things, it turns out <a target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/search?q=from%3Avisakanv+yes-sayers\">Nietzsche got here first<\/a>\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But, this isn\u2019t really what I want to talk about. I want to talk about the grammar of tweets. what do I mean by that?? Well. I\u2019ve tweeted a lot, right. Over 230,000 tweets over the years. A recurring joke amongst my friends is \u201cthere\u2019s always a Visa tweet\u201d, because I\u2019ve covered so much ground thinking out loud about basically everything. So a question worth asking and answering is, why bother writing essays, if you\u2019ve already tweeted about everything?<a href=\"#footnote-1\">1<\/a> And the answer is\u2026 while I might have tweeted <em>about<\/em> nearly everything, those tweets aren\u2019t necessarily enough to capture everything I want to say. And here I could do some dramatic, \u201creach to the heavens\u201d, \u201cstrive for the company of immortals\u201d type brushstrokes \u2013 how can a finite being ever speak of the infinity of experience \u2013 well, we allude to it with poetry! \u2013 but that\u2019s not what I want to talk about. Having framed a spectrum from \u201cthrowaway shitpost tweet lol\u201d to \u201cthe celestial and infinite awesomeness of The Eternal Word of God\u201d, I want to come back to earth and measure the distance from \u201cearnest thread\u201d to \u201cearnest essay\u201d. Yessss this is the thing I was looking for.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2731 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>2023feb17<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>I have a lot of internal conflicts, as one does.<\/strong> A part of me wants to go through all of my back material, meticulously catalogue it, look for new patterns that I hadn\u2019t seen, weave it all together, finally put some good structure to it all, turn my slovenly mess into a beautiful <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Gopuram\" target=\"_blank\">gopuram<\/a> of color and light. Another part of me wants to burn it all to the ground and scatter the ashes to the winds, and delight in the freedom of a truly blank page. (I deeply regret the last time I partially did this. Turns out that I love doing callbacks, and I grieve the loss of material that I so eagerly discarded.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It re-occurs to me that one of the simplest ways that I could think about this challenge is to think about what I haven\u2019t been able to do, and then throw myself into doing that. The main thing I\u2019ve been doing creatively over the past ~5 years is tweet. I think I\u2019ve done over 150,000 tweets in that time period. And the most distinctive thing about tweets is the character limit. You only get to do 280 characters per tweet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>I have a lot of strong feelings about the constraints of medium.<\/strong> I have a whole draft of a post about that, which I may end up just weaving into this particular essay. I love how my friend @artpi describes tweets as like sushi. A good twitter thread is like a great course of sushi. My other friend @shrinetothevine once brought me to a really fancy sushi place that I\u2019d never have dared visited by myself. It was a euphoric experience for me, every single piece was a little slice of heaven. I digress. Tweets as sushi. Right. What is sushi? It\u2019s a bit of sour rice and a bit of fish, or seafood. Each piece is bite-sized.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tweets are like that. Each tweet is meant to be consumed \u201cone pop at a time\u201d. But a sushi isn\u2019t exactly a meal. You <em>could<\/em> throw a bunch of sushi on a plate and call it a meal, and that works as a very specific kind of meal, but you can\u2019t really make say, a 3 course dinner purely out of sushi. You also can\u2019t\u2026 make a giant sushi. Idk if this analogy is working, I might delete it later. But the thing I actually want to say is, when I copy out a good twitter thread into a plaintext file, I\u2019m immediately struck by how it doesn\u2019t work. The pacing is too rigid. I\u2019ll repeat myself two paragraphs down.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>The downside of tweeting<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I took a break from this essay for a while to be playful about sushi, and then I noticed myself scrolling through Twitter, reading a tweet\u2026 and then, almost unconsciously, I found myself writing up a clever oppositional tweet to one-up someone else in a subtle and skilful way. I know that I would get a bunch of likes for that tweet if I tweeted it. Maybe even some retweets and follows. You could think of that as a status win. And it\u2019s fun. And I\u2019m good at it. It\u2019ll lead to me selling more ebooks. But I\u2019m tired of it, even if I can do it in a fun and wholesome way such that it\u2019s unlikely to upset anybody, ie \u201cpure upside\u201d. For me there is <em>the downside of thinking oppositionally<\/em>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>If I wrote the above paragraph as a twitter thread instead of in this essay, it would be read differently. There\u2019s something about the \u201cgrammar\u201d of tweets \u2013 I\u2019m not talking about punctuation marks or word choices within the tweets, I\u2019m talking about the tweets themselves. Every tweet has a certain punchiness to it. It occurred to me once that palm leaf manuscripts are like ancient twitter threads, and I think there\u2019s a truth to it. There\u2019s also additionally something about palm leaf manuscripts \u2013 think Bible verses \u2013 that have a punchiness to them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-rich is-provider-twitter wp-block-embed-twitter\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<blockquote class=\"twitter-tweet\" data-width=\"550\" data-dnt=\"true\"><p lang=\"en\" dir=\"ltr\">It just occurred to me that palm leaf manuscripts are basically ancient twitter threads <a href=\"https:\/\/t.co\/VlhjuZ2sFO\">pic.twitter.com\/VlhjuZ2sFO<\/a><\/p>&mdash; Visa \u2708\ufe0f NYC (Feb22\u2013Mar13) (@visakanv) <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/visakanv\/status\/977019031575134209?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw\">March 23, 2018<\/a><\/blockquote><script async src=\"https:\/\/platform.twitter.com\/widgets.js\" charset=\"utf-8\"><\/script>\n<\/div><figcaption class=\"wp-element-caption\">So alright, I\u2019ve written hundreds of thousands of palm-leaf tweets. A bunch of it is really good, people really like it. Have I written the best possible tweets I can write? I think I\u2019ve come pretty close! \u201cFocus on what you want to see more of\u201d, \u201cif we play our cards right\u201d, \u201cayy lmao\u201d, \u201cpeople wanna be fuckable more than they wanna fuck\u201d, \u201cnothing is edgier than being earnest\u201d, \u201cyou can\u2019t think your way out of a courage deficit\u201d, \u201cyou can\u2019t moralize away a load-bearing coping mechanism\u201d\u2026 these are all good tweets, and as I look at them now it becomes more painfully apparent how getting good at these tweets required thinking a certain way, seeing a certain way, and it\u2019s constricted me. Every way of seeing becomes a new set of blinders \u2013 lol, that\u2019s another tweet. I\u2019ve gotten good at thinking in aphorisms. That\u2019s great. But it\u2019s atrophied my longform muscles. (<a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/visakanv\/status\/1505185480555786243\" target=\"_blank\">old tweet<\/a>: \u201ceach way of seeing is *necessarily* and *definitionally* also a set of blinders. every frame has boundaries, the decision of what to include is simultaneously a decision of what to exclude. euphemistic language about inclusivity etc has clouded lots of ppl&#8217;s thinking abt this\u201d)<br>\u2731<br>in another tab, I have a draft of an earlier essay that I attempted to write, that I wasn\u2019t satisfied with. At the time I was annoyed at how it wasn\u2019t working. I\u2019m looking at it now. It still doesn\u2019t work. I\u2019m explaining too much.<br>I find myself wondering now if I could squeeze in more drafts into this essay. Because one of the things that I\u2019ve been learning is that I tend to misframe things. And that\u2019s part of the process of learning how to properly frame things.<br><br>\u2731 <br><br>It\u2019s 6am so i\u2019m going to stop here but I am going to come back tomorrow and attack this with a vengeance i\u2019m happy<br>productivity youtuber feels pressure to conform<br>tempting to fantasize that you can produce greatness in isolation but this is where genres, conventions, norms\u2026 you have to relate to people<br>you look for an edge, something interesting that sets you apart, but you still have to make sense to people, and making sense involves relating to their frames, perspectives, experiences. there\u2019s an ayy lmao dance here too<br>brian eno, jewel, velvet underground, times square problem, availability bias<br>what is the form and constraint of a substack essay? I think for me i\u2019m capping it at something like 5000 words. thinking about 60m calls vs 90 min calls, naps, songs, movies, tv show episodes\u2026 twitter threads are nice at about 7-12 tweets, sometimes maybe 20<br>curious now if contrapoints made tiktoks what would they be like<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2731 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>mindpalacing (2022)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Twitter mindpalacing?<\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p>I think I first remember reading about the idea of a mind palace I think in a book about study skills that my parents bought me. I believe it was called \u201cI am gifted and so are you\u201d, and it was described as a memory technique\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>(<a href=\"https:\/\/rsd2-alert-durden-connections.weebly.com\/memory-journeys-and-mind-palaces.html\">link<\/a>) <a href=\"\"><\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;I used to have worse memory and\/but it got a lot better when I started to think of memory as something to piggyback onto emotion. So it\u2019s like there\u2019s an emotional trade network within the bodymind, and if you want to save a lot of information, the trick is to piggyback the data onto the emotional caravans in your bodymind\u2019s trade network<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>~<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I believe that your body basically resists your mind\u2019s attempt to browbeat it into expending precious cognitive effort\/energy remembering things that it doesn\u2019t see the point in remembering. So you have to work with it rather than against it, slipstream behind it<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You have to <em>persuade<\/em> yourself. A wonderful benefit of this is, good persuasion is something that generalizes beyond the self. If you make your communications more r<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>~<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>basically all of my Twitter threads rely on this, it\u2019s like an emotion-word association game. Certain words develop certain emotional charges, and then when I want to remember something I bundle it with that word. \u201cJunkyard\u201d is currently coming to mind<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>~<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;feelings are the strongest memories (\u201cpeople will forget what you said but they will never forget how you made them feel\u201d, etc) so (1) is to get really in tune with one\u2019s feelings, and (2) is to have feelings abt everything to be remembered<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Poetry is memorable,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Emotional caravans<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Flag your catchphrases<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Desire paths<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(2023jul15) Let\u2019s dive right in. I trust that you already know what Twitter is, you know what tweets are, I don\u2019t really want to do a 101 explainer of that stuff. 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